Shorts


A Florida Knight

Hot coffee spilled as Wesley put down his post-consumer recycled cup and cardboard sleeve, and it burned his hand.

“Ah, damn,” he said, shaking his hand as if to throw off the sting.

The girl beside him on the plush book store couch shuffled and scooted away.

“Don’t worry, The situation is under control,” Wes said to the girl.

She looked up from her book. “Pardon?”

“Don’t worry about it. You didn’t mean to bump the table just then; it was bad timing on my part.”

“But I didn’t…”

“Water under the bridge, like I said. Though I may let you buy me a drink at the bar across the street.”

“Oh you’ve got to be kidding.” She went back to her book.

Wes breathed in and blew on his hand. “Ow” he said.

The girl started to gather her backpack and leave.

“Ok, ok, you didn’t spill it. Let me buy you a drink for falsely accusing you.” He smiled apologetically.

She paused, standing, biting her lip.

“Its an outdoor bar, just across the street. It’ll take ten minutes of your time, and the sun is going down. It’s a great view if nothing else.”

She looked around and back at Wes.

Out of the corner of his eye, Wes noticed another girl walking from the coffee till into the bookstore. He got up. “Right, tell you what. I’ll go grab a spot. If you’d like a quick drink, I’ll be over there.” With that, he walked to the exit, away from the girl he had seen from the corner of his eye.

Wes put on his sunglasses and crossed the street. Outside in the fenced-in bar seating, he sat on a raised chair at a small round table, like the kind you see in the bar areas of tex-mex restaurants, and he made sure the view was nice. Partly in case she came, and partly in case she didn’t. At least he’d have a good view of the ocean for his solitary drink.

The smell of grilling fish and meat drifted out of the bar’s kitchen, overpowering the smell of salt water for a moment.

Heels clicking alerted him to someone’s approach, and he cringed at the thought that the second girl might have seen him and followed him. He turned, and today’s couch-mate approached. She was still biting her lip.

“One drink,” she said as she put her bag on the tall table and sat opposite him.

“On me.” Wes said.

“Not again,” she said.

Wes laughed, “Well, I can be clumsy.” He extended his hand over the top of the table. “I’m Wes.”

She hesitated, then put her hand into his. It was soft, a reprieve from the thick hot humid air surrounding them. How something so warm could be so refreshing, Wes didn’t know.

“I, uh, I’m Tracey.” she slid her hand out of his.

“Right, what are you having? I’ll grab a server for us.”

“A margarita for me.”

Wes got a man’s attention and placed her order, then ordered a bottle of Anchor Steam for himself. When he looked back at Tracey, she had her head a little to one side, looking at him with with her lips pressed together in silent concentration. Wes imagined that this was her expression for hammering in nails and hanging pictures, too.

“Two questions for you,” she said.

Wes leaned back in his tall bar chair and lifted his sunglasses onto the top of his head. “What would you like to know?”

“First, did you know that the shuttle launch is happening soon, just across the water?”

“Really? No, it’s a lucky coincidence, but they happen often enough, right? It’s not exactly a rarity here.”

She put her purse off the table and onto her lap. “Yeah, but this is a big one. A new space station is going up tonight. It’s the biggest launch since the Apollo missions.”

“Seriously? I must have missed that on the news.” The drinks arrived, and Wes put the cold bottle to his lips and drank.

“Second question…”

“Shoot.”

“Did you really spill a hot drink on yourself just to talk to me?” she smiled a little. It was the first time she had smiled at him, and it was hesitant, like it was in spite of herself.

Wes held his hands up. “I won’t say either way, but some things are definitely worth enduring for good company.” He smiled back.

“Hmm” she said conspiratorially, and sipped her margarita.

They looked out over the water, the sun behind them and the humid Florida sky ahead of them.

“It’s very like humanity to launch on an evening like this,” Wes said over the open bottle before taking another drink.

“How so?”

Wes looked down at the label on his bottle, “There is plenty of beauty around here…” he looked up at Tracey, “Yet human-kind feels the need to compete. Why not just enjoy the view instead of cluttering it up?”

She smiled, “Smooth. You sure you didn’t know about the launch?”

“Honest. And I’m being serious. It damn near ruins a perfect night.”

Tracey leaned forward. “I disagree. You only enjoy this view because of the ‘clutterings’ of people. There would be no bar here, the beach would be a lot less groomed, and you’d be sucking on coconut milk instead of that bottle, and that’s if you hadn’t died of smallpox or something at the age of two. Essentially, you live on the backs of tinkerers and complain for the movement beneath you.”

Wes laughed. “Smooth.” He raised his bottle. She raised her wide conical glass. They drank.

“I appreciate where we are as a culture,” Wes said. “but we’ve really only gotten where we are between killing each other. Tinkering is the hobby. Killing is the full-time job. So forgive me for not trusting the hobbies of the mad,” he shifted in his tex-mex bar chair, “comfortable as they are.”

She drained her glass. “Basically, you’d say this is half-empty, and I’d call it half-full.”

“Tracey, I’d call that completely empty, but that’s not cynicism; you’ve finished your glass. I’m going to get another for myself. Can I order you anything?”

A light like a camera flash, brighter that the evening sun and coming from the opposite direction, shone from across the waters. Wes and Tracey both stared at the launch in progress. The super-bright flame grew obscured by plumes of smokey steam like a ground-based thunderhead expanding slowly and massively. Gathering. Wes sat back down and watched the ocean reflecting the artificial sunrise. The gigantic bulky rocket looked misshapen, like it was the wrong shape to be attempting to escape the earth’s forces. It disappeared behind the low and fluffy Florida clouds.

“I’m surprised they aren’t constructing it in space rather than launching it whole.” Wes said.

Thunder clapped in their ears then, and rumbled in continually. The sound of the blasting engines had finally reached them across the water. Then the projectile reappeared. It had arced back toward them, but it appeared joined, tethered to the earth by the plumes pouring out behind it, culminating at the mass of launch smoke hanging above and around the rocket’s original position. The plumes had scattered north and south, two pyroclastic bulges forming threateningly on either side of the arced thick rocket trail.

A server set a bottle down in front of him and a glass opposite, in front of Tracey. His eyes met hers; he realised that she had bought a round and was staying for another drink. She smiled and raised her glass. The thunder and opposing lighting from God’s sun and man’s met at Tracey, this beautiful thing with a sideways smile, raising her drink casually at the place where rebellion met diety. The two suns illuminated her cheeks and left a shadow in the middle, down her forehead, nose, and centre of her lips. The darkness there contrasted perfectly, highlighting the curves of her face. It was beautiful, though the light on one side was flickering.

Wes smiled back, lifted his second Anchor Steam to his lips, and tilted his head back.

With his head back, Wes saw it. The rocket wasn’t straight. And it didn’t appear to be rising any more.

“Wes?” Tracey asked. He didn’t hear her.

The giant bullet was no longer being propelled directly by the plumes and flame. Like a water hose-pipe partially blocked, the blasting engines seemed to be spouting out to one side, and the satellite was now pointed upward, despite the fact that it was flying parallel to the horizon. And it was crossing the water.

And then the sound changed. A crack reached them, and the thunder began to grow.

A glass shattered. Tex-mex chairs scooted on the concrete. Car keys jangled. The sounds of panic began to fill the evening air.

Like a fireworks display, the flagging rocket bloomed into flame, upward and out, first blinding everyone below, then cooling into a hundred thousand fireflies. Like the rocket had somehow asexually reproduced, its many tiny children now seeking to return to earth, each leaving their own trail of smoke and flame hanging in the humid air. They seemed to drift so slowly down, but then faster, and closer, until they were no longer fireflies, but shooting stars, then fireballs, then suns, each clouding the sky behind them, all falling toward the seat that Wes occupied.

Wes jumped out of the chair, throwing it back into the table behind him, and went around the table. Tracey was looking at the falling sky, jaw hanging open, the glass in her hand half-empty.

He grabbed her arm above the elbow and pulled her out of the chair and onto her feet. She didn’t struggle, but she looked at Wes with wide eyes and open mouth. Her purse fell out of her lap and onto the cement. She bent to pick up the spilled contents.

Wes jerked her upright and pulled her out of the seating area, through the low fence gate and into the parking lot.

Sun met earth where they had been sitting, and tonnes of rocket fuel rained on the city around them. Wes pushed Tracey into his Honda and got into the driver’s seat.

She was screaming, “Go, go, go, go GO!”

Wes started the car and pulled out of the parking spot. There were half a dozen stationary cars just outside the parking lot on the street, but he swerved around them and drove against traffic on the opposite side of the road, dodging oncoming cars. Fire rained, and the air burned. A car coming toward them was hit and disappeared in a liquid spash of white-hot golden disaster. Wes yanked the wheel to the right to dodge it, and crossed back into his own lane. He tried to correct the wheel, but he couldn’t straighten it quickly enough and he hopped the curb and struck a lamp post with the passenger side of the car. Tracey screamed.

The sound of metal on concrete grated on Wes’s ears. He had blown a tire on the passenger side. He drove on, half on the curb, half off, until a piece of flaming debris crashed onto the sidewalk a hundred yards ahead.

He stopped the car, went around to Tracey’s side, and yanked open her door. She threw herself out of the car and began sprinting down the street. Her heels clicked for two steps, and her left ankle bent outward, carrying her tumbling to the ground. Wes leapt after her and lifted her arm around his neck, supporting her weight. He looked for a clear bit of sky, saw some to the west, toward the setting sun, away from what had been the outdoor bar seating, and set off between the buildings down side streets.

*

“Can we slow down, please? My foot really hurts.”

Wes kept his pace.

“Are you listening? I said my foot fucking hurts!”

They stopped. “I am listening, yes. But I don’t think you realise the situation we’re in, Tracey.”

“Oh is that it? I just don’t understand? You have got to be kidding me. There is no power, everything is on fire, all we’ve seen of people are looters, and we’re lost in what appears to be the ghetto part of town. What don’t I understand!”

Wes pulled her arm down from his neck and stood facing her while she leaned all of her weight onto her good ankle. “What you don’t understand, Tracey, is that there are good people, and bad people. And most people are bad. Some are bad enough to be bad when everything is peachy, but some pretend to be good until no one’s looking.”

He took both of her hands. “And in case you hadn’t noticed, no one is looking! Who have we seen? What did you say? What is everyone that we’ve seen doing, Tracey?”

She bit her lip and made her concentration face. A tear appeared at the corner of her eye. “Looting.”

“That’s right. And those are just the careless ones, Tracey. God knows what the careful ones are up to right now.”

She shivered. Wes gently pulled her arm around his neck again, and the set off down the dark humid street.

*

“Shh, I heard something around that corner. Let’s turn around.” Wes steered himself and Tracey to his right instead of straight ahead. They were leaving the street and crossing into a building site.

“Careful.” Wes told her.

“I hate it when people say that,” Tracey whispered. “Who isn’t careful? Everyone’s careful. You don’t make someone more careful by telling them that. You just annoy them.”

“I suppose so,” he breathed. “How’s this? Watch those heels.” He grinned where she could see.

“Smooth.”

A bag of nails fell behind them, knocked over by someone unseen.

“Hello?” Tracey said.

“Shh” Wes told her with a finger to his lips.

“Let her go,” a man said from behind them. Wes turned around and saw a dark shape across the construction site.

“It’s okay, he’s helping me.” Tracey told the shape.

“Let her go and we’ll leave you alone,” the dark shape said to Wes.

“We?” Wes said. He was hoping it was just the one. He could handle just the one.

“We.” another man’s voice said to his right. Another one coughed to his left. And another behind them, where he had been walking.

“Run” Wes said simply, and picked up a two-by-four from a pile. It would be the last thing he would ever say to her, but he didn’t know it.

He charged the man who had spoken and saw movement to his right. He pivoted and swung the plank like a baseball bat, connecting with the man’s skull and sending a meaty crack echoing off the unfinished building surfaces. In swinging, though, he had thrown his weight into it and lost his balance. He fell next to his limp bleeding attacker. A gunshot rang in their ears, and everyone dropped. Everyone but Tracey, who was limping away from the construction site, her heels clicking unevenly with each step. Another gunshot exploded an upright piece of the wooden skeleton, then a third sounded. The unconscious attacker next to Wes convulsed.

“Shit,” the first man said, “that you, Peck?”

“What?” a voice shouted from a few yards away. “My ears are ringing, I can’t hear shit!”

“Who told you to shoot?”

“What? Shoot who?”

Wes raised to his knees and dove with his plank at the leader voice. Another gunshot exploded the night air and the bullet ricocheted off the cement foundation and splintered another supporting beam. Wes landed just short of the dark shape in front of him and swiped out with the plank, connected with the squatting man’s ankle with a crack, and pulled the plank back to himself. A sound like yawning filled the site, and tools began to rain from the top scaffolding as the frame of the building shifted.

*

“Go, go, go,” Tracey breathed to herself. She had heard more gunshots behind her as she clicked away, then shouting, but when she looked over her shoulder, all she saw was the wooden frame and scaffolding collapsing.

Sirens met her ears, then, and she took off her heels and began to cry as she limpingly ran toward them.

This one is inspired by a song that I enjoy.
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Yard Time

Tad kept his head down as the guard floated by, and he kept his thoughts clear for good measure. Or tried.

“Don’t think of escaping, don’t think of escaping, don’t think of escaping.” he mumbled to himself.

How did they float? Tad couldn’t float. If he could, he wouldn’t be here, that was for sure…

A shadow fell across Tad’s bare feet, blocking the yard-time sun.

He had been thinking again, and about escaping.

It didn’t speak, the floating robe, because it didn’t have a mouth. Or a head. Just a sticky red patch, always wet, where a neck should have been. The red wet stain on the neckless shoulders was looking at him, he knew it.

The cloth was yellow, but not with dye. It was age, and stains, stains from who knew what. Stains from the wet spots on the beds of young children. Stains of fear. Broken by the sticky red absence of neck. And held together at odd angles by black stitches, stitched like sewn up wounds.

Not that Tad looked. Not that Tad ever looked.

Tad stayed there, frozen, and knew it knew his thoughts. It started moving again, Tad saw by the shadow. Started moving closer. He thought of running, but another of the inmates pointed in his direction and shouted words he did not know.

Tad was in a cage then. He didn’t go to the cage, he just was there. How long had he been here, in this prison? Light streamed down his wide and tall room, but he didn’t know from where. And the cage ceiling prevented him from trying to see. It was too short to stand up. Not out of necessity, for nothing was occupying the space above or around the cage. It was, because it hurt.

Since coming here, Tad existed to hurt. He was a god of pain, he knew it so well. He was authoritative on the matter. Volumes could have been written from his expertise on suffering.

Since? It had been different once, hadn’t it?

“When was it different?” he asked his empty cage.

No reply came.

He kicked out at the wall of the cage, and it bent where his bare feet had been.

“Hello?” He crawled forward and felt the bent metal. It was solid, thick, real. And yet, bent all the same.

“Is this real?”

No answer.

This is what they did, the guards. They played tricks on you. Made you think you were getting out or that there was a way, and the next time Tad kicked, it would rip his skin open.

Tad was a god of pain, experiencing it endlessly, forever and ever.

How did the other inmates read his thoughts? He accepted that the guards could know his mind, but the fellow on the prison yard had alerted the guards even before he ran, when he had thought of running.

Tad looked up. The top of his cage was lower. It had changed when he wasn’t looking. He could do no more than sit, now. All for a thought, an idea of preserving himself.

“They’ve broken me.” he told the empty space, and he kicked the cage wall again.

The metal ripped from the frame, separated, and left a hole in his cage. Another trick. He would go out, and be in just another cage, a smaller one.

He stared at the hole in his cage, watched it.

A scraping noise, metal on cement, broke the silence. The cage wall he’d kicked off was dragging itself toward him. It moved like it thought. Everything thought, here. And it all thought like Tad, like all the things he was afraid to think of.

“Damn you!” he shouted, and inched backwards, tighter against the cage wall behind him.

The metal piece started to rise, to bend itself in knots around the jagged edges of the broken face metal, twining itself back into place, screeching like it hurt itself to move, but it did it anyway, to hurt Tad. A piece of jagged twining metal reached out for his bare feet while the rest reattached itself.

Tad pushed back hard away from it, and the cage wall behind him ripped free. Another hole. Tad climbed out of it to get away from the moving wall.

He was out of the cage. The new broken piece began to pull itself toward him. The first piece began untwisting itself again.

Tad turned and ran, to throw himself against the cement wall of the room that held the cage. To claw at it.

When his weight met the cement wall, the bricks and mortar came apart and flew outward. Sunlight streamed in, filtered through the dust, and he was blinded. The noise of two pieces of metal scraping along the floor still sounded behind him, and as his eyes adjusted to the light, he saw the prison yard ahead.  He stood between worlds of light and dark.

The yard was filled with hundreds of guards, shoulder to shoulder, looming and filling his field of vision. The sound of wet cloth crumpling echoed across the yard as all the shoulders shifted, and all the red spots looked at him.

But he was out.

“How am I out?”

In unison, as though of one mind, the guards began to move. There was no queuing or clearing as the ones in front made room for others to move. They all moved together, like a hundred fingers on an unseen hand, driven by a single mind. They moved toward Tad.

Metal touched his heel, one of the pieces of his cage; Tad jumped away from it. Into the nearest guard. Its cloth felt coarse, like dirty canvas, and its black prickly stitches scratched him. He pushed against it, and it came apart, falling to heaps of cloth like stripped flesh, hanging on his arms and hands, heavy, and slowing him down.

Tad was surrounded, but he just wanted them not to touch him any more. He shoved with both arms, throwing reams of cloth this way and that, putting his weight into each push, until, dazed, Tad saw that he was up to his waist in stained sticky cloth, and he pushed and waded until he stood on gravel again.

Tad looked, and saw a small sea of cloth and stitches, and behind him, his prison in rubble burying all the pieces of his cage. Somehow Tad’s thrashing had destroyed all.

“Is this real?” he asked the yard, the sun, and the gravel.

No answer.

He was a god of pain.  He had been since… when?  Forever?

The guards liked to play tricks on him.  Maybe this trick had gone on for years.  Maybe he had always had the power to escape, and that was their joke, their game.  Like the elephant tied to the stump that it remembered being unable to remove, Tad could have been free at any time.

And maybe they could take the power and subsequent freedom away.

“It’s a trick,” he told the dusty sunlight.  Tad would appear in his cage again, and it would be smaller.  He started to go to the rubble, to place himself in its confines again.  And then he thought.  He thought and thought, and then some more, letting himself think, and he didn’t keep his thoughts off escaping.

How did the guards float?  Could he float?  If he could, he wouldn’t be here…

Tad lifted his chin, bent his knees, and pushed the earth away from himself with his bare feet.  He watch the ground grow simpler and simpler, and the rocky hills became little mounds of earth, flattening into the curvature of the far away world below him.

This story came from an old running joke between Jared Mehl and myself.
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Dedication

The call centre headset squealed before cutting out. It always did that when hung up.

Jim stood up in the greenish florescent lighting of his cubicled office and stretched, arms wide, behind his chair.

“Hard work, saving lives?” Claire said from the next cubicle.

“Nah, have you seen my numbers? I’m like a superhero.” Jim finished his stretching and rested his hands on the back of his cheap office chair. “I figure I’m averaging six calls an hour.”

“Jim, I think this is one area where quality outweighs quantity.”

“And that’s why,” he pointed, “I’m junior assistant shift leader, and you’re just a standard rep.”

“Junior assistant shift leader to the rescue!” Claire said with a smile.

Jim made a motion like he was ripping open his shirt to reveal a superhero logo. Then he straightened. “A cubicle is way better than a phone booth anyway. And let’s not forget. We’re minimum wage superheroes. What’s-his-face was pro bono.”

Claire shook her head and turned back to her desk, reading over the management approved script.

A voice came over the building intercom, “Will security please come to reception? Security to reception, thank you.”

“Seriously Claire, I think you try too hard. You can’t help everyone. And you need to stick to the script. That’s why your calls are so long. You improvise.  Long calls means less calls per hour, which means lower scores.”

She looked up and rolled her eyes where Jim could see. “No, it’s called listening. You should try it sometime.”

The intercom again, “Security to reception, repeat, will security report immediately to reception.”

Jim sat in the cheap office chair and lifted his small headset off the stand, settling it over his ear. He rubbed his lower back, then leaned forward to take another call.

The door to their office burst open and banged against the wall stopper. The inset glass shattered. Screams like headphone feedback filled the office, and Jim spun in his cheap chair to see a bearded stranger with an upturned pistol in hand.

Jim eardrums filled with pain as the man fired the gun into the ceiling.  Dust drifted down from the drop-tiles above, alighting on shoulders and desks like snow.

“I’ve called you people for weeks, and all I get is hold music!” beard-man shouted. “It repeats and repeats that stupid weather channel jazz, and I just want someone to listen to me.  So no one wants to help? Fine!” he brought the gun down like it was getting too heavy, and he stopped with it pointed at his own head.

And every face turned… to Jim, the junior assistant shift leader of their crisis hotline office.  The bearded man followed their eyes and settled his focus on Jim.

Jim stood up, nervous acid churning in his stomach around his thirty minute fast food lunch, and the headset cord went taut, stopping him halfway out of his chair and yanking him back down.  He fumbled the headset off with both hands and tried again, this time making it successfully to his feet.

The bearded man had a confused expression on his face, as if asking, “Are you serious?”  The gun dipped away from his temple, just a little bit.

Jim glanced at his script.  “Uh, you don’t want to do this, sir.  Oh wait, sorry, I mean, what’s your name?”

The man’s jaw hung open.

“Right,” Jim rambled on, thumbing the stapled paper, “well, you have so much to live for… people that care about you… don’t do it…”

The gun came down and pointed at Jim.

Jim’s hands shot out in front of him, “Wait!  Dont’ do it!  You don’t want to do this, we can get you help, we can get you anything you want.  You want money?  I’ll give you money.”  Jim started to fumble with his wallet.

Claire removed her headset, placed it next to her script on the desk, and stood.  She angled herself at a forty five degree angle to the man, making herself less of a target and appearing less confrontational.  She kept her palms up, emphasising her empty hands and her desire to help.  And she earned credibility with the man, turning and speaking calmly to Jim, “Stop talking, Jim.  And sit down, please.”

It took her longer than Jim’s ten minute call average, but she got Raymond, the bearded man, talked down.  No one was shot.  And after the dust settled and everyone was safe, Claire was called into a meeting with district management.  She was promoted that very month to general manager.  (Jim’s boss, several times over. Until she fired him, that is.)

Jim got a job in telesales , one floor down in the call centre building.

Claire changed the hold music.

After much pondering, I have realised that I need to give back to you, my ever faithful reader…ahem, I mean readers.

Lovely as this soap box has been, it has been almost exclusively that: a pulpit for me to indoctrinate with views ranging from philosophical to technical.

What will I be giving back? What currency will I be expending on your behalf? I’m glad you asked, or would have.

While I am very satisfied with my current career direction, I have spent roughly a year trying my hand at novel-writing as well. It has been lovely, but it has also been quite a learning experience. Several of you even had those frightful first drafts inflicted on your minds, for which I apologise. If it is any comfort, remember that I was the first reader and victim, so I share your pain.

So, this blog will become a playground for my short form work. I get the joy of writing, and you lot can tell me how brilliant or awful you think each one is. What character you loved, and which you despised. How I shocked you with my plot twists, or how you lost interest on paragraph three. All well-intended feedback is welcome.

A disclaimer is attached to this, though, and I ask that it be kept in mind.

Even if I share your views on life and morality, the characters in these worlds might not. You don’t swear? Some people do, including characters in my stories. Personally, I don’t exhibit any deranged characteristics (no arguments there, please), but I may write a deranged character. So if your moral sensibilities are easily irritated, feel free to give this a miss.

Also, many of you to whom I rant or speak regularly will no doubt spot a running joke or old topic. I will credit you where I remember, but feel free to chime in if I’ve forgotten exactly who said what to whom.

So I step down from my soap box, brush my fingers along the chipped paint where my feet have stood, smile at the stickers on the sides from all the places it’s been, and sit on the street corner curb that, despite spanning continents, has become my own place of solace and refuge.  Sitting there, turning the splintered crate over in my hands, I smile a sad smile, and I wonder whose shoes will chip away the rest of the paint. And I hope, sincerely and truly, that the characters that use this place of solace from here on out will find it much, much less…

…empty. (No offense, Mother. You’ve been great.)